Is it really worth it?
Love.....
What is love? I do not understand. At the thought, my heart yearns for it but at the same time, is torn from it. At one point in my life, whether it be here, or in the past I seem to realize that I was loved. Doors were so open to me back then but what is it now? Love is not just the formal gesture of kissing or holding hands, or how good sex is. In the time I knew so well, love was more than that. It was real and it came from the very depth of your soul to the one you cared for so much.
In this era of technology, music, porno and high speed dating our kind only dwells of the pleasure of hurting others when it comes to love. No one seems to understand that the one you chose you stay with for eternity, if chosen right.
I myself have not yet found the one I love, each man that falls upon my mysterious gaze is entwined in my web but each time i let them go. For the reason I only know of is that they are not the one I seek, each time my heart aches for the kiss of the man I loved so long ago. Tears well to my eyes each time I catch site of him hidden in the dust of my crumbled mind, his voice whispered quietly in the wind. I know, I sound phsycotic but no one knows your true feelings and these are mine, I am still heartbroken at the loss for the man who sacrificed himself to save me but there is still hope, I know there is a chance and I will whatever I can to be safe once again.. in my lover's arms.
Shadowed moon casting broken light,
Frozen breath reaching to the sky with nimble fingers.
Silent memories haunt the unforbidden mind;
Light and dark
The balance is broken.
What is love? I do not understand. At the thought, my heart yearns for it but at the same time, is torn from it. At one point in my life, whether it be here, or in the past I seem to realize that I was loved. Doors were so open to me back then but what is it now? Love is not just the formal gesture of kissing or holding hands, or how good sex is. In the time I knew so well, love was more than that. It was real and it came from the very depth of your soul to the one you cared for so much.
In this era of technology, music, porno and high speed dating our kind only dwells of the pleasure of hurting others when it comes to love. No one seems to understand that the one you chose you stay with for eternity, if chosen right.
I myself have not yet found the one I love, each man that falls upon my mysterious gaze is entwined in my web but each time i let them go. For the reason I only know of is that they are not the one I seek, each time my heart aches for the kiss of the man I loved so long ago. Tears well to my eyes each time I catch site of him hidden in the dust of my crumbled mind, his voice whispered quietly in the wind. I know, I sound phsycotic but no one knows your true feelings and these are mine, I am still heartbroken at the loss for the man who sacrificed himself to save me but there is still hope, I know there is a chance and I will whatever I can to be safe once again.. in my lover's arms.
Shadowed moon casting broken light,
Frozen breath reaching to the sky with nimble fingers.
Silent memories haunt the unforbidden mind;
Light and dark
The balance is broken.