Dec 12, 2005 16:57
Poison, coursing through me
Unlasting doubt of fear.
Thickening thoughts lost
Never again to be found.
Laying here dying staring at the ceiling,
A mere sacrifice for you to live
Yet my heart was shattered by your adverting gaze.
No longer waiting.
These tears I shed, do you see them?
They are for you because I love you so
I know you see them, but now I am blind
Unforgiving loss of you.
This last dying breath do you hear it?
If only I could share one more with you.
Intoxicated with the death god gave me
Your face fading into black.
You are toxic but I still love you
Did you ever think of loving me?
White I)ragon
I had written this a while back and posted it on Gaia but all I got was bad remarks. I wrote it when my life was on the lowest shelf before rock bottom. I dunno I guess I was just really depressed or something.
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