ugghh my stomach and my head
On days like this (and possibly this quarter in general), I wonder why I'm considering becoming an English major. =__=;; I mean, in terms of writing abilities, I know a lot of people who are much better at it than me, who do it more often and actually enjoy it some of the time. It's been awhile since I've actually just written anything other than papers for English class. Maybe that's why none of this is going smoothly at all! I never would've thought that a one page single spaced paper could take me so long and make me burst into tears (though that just might be because I'm totally stressed out by a lot of things and it was just a culmination of it all).
::sighs:: Oh well. It's done for now. I'll have to go try and pull it apart in revisioning in a bit before I turn it in. It's already late anyways so I might as well just take as long as I want on it. Definitely, I need to start making appointments with him to talk about this cause it's nearing the end of the quarter and I don't feel like I've made any improvement at all (even though wah, I am weak of spirit and going to talk to him intimidates me a lot). And yes, part of it is my fault for procrastinating so much on these stupid papers that are deceptively easy because I think 'oh it's only one page! bwahaha~' >__<;;
Ugghh, I hate near the end of the quarter times--finals, final papers/projects, registering for classes, hitting that lack of energy to do anything even while knowing it just results in my own doom, etc. etc.
RAWWWRR!!! Come on self, fight max! Fight to the MAX!!! (...this isn't really working hahaha)
::sighs:: Oh well. It's done for now. I'll have to go try and pull it apart in revisioning in a bit before I turn it in. It's already late anyways so I might as well just take as long as I want on it. Definitely, I need to start making appointments with him to talk about this cause it's nearing the end of the quarter and I don't feel like I've made any improvement at all (even though wah, I am weak of spirit and going to talk to him intimidates me a lot). And yes, part of it is my fault for procrastinating so much on these stupid papers that are deceptively easy because I think 'oh it's only one page! bwahaha~' >__<;;
Ugghh, I hate near the end of the quarter times--finals, final papers/projects, registering for classes, hitting that lack of energy to do anything even while knowing it just results in my own doom, etc. etc.
RAWWWRR!!! Come on self, fight max! Fight to the MAX!!! (...this isn't really working hahaha)