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so LJ says it's been 8 weeks since I updated this thing. pretty much everything has changed since then. I've gone from a private school kid to a public school kid. Basically my whole life has been turned upside down. The world has shifted underneath me and I'm not sure how to continue on this path. I'm not entirely sure what I'm trying to say but I feel like writing down my inner thoughts could help, if only just a little. Truthfully, I need alot more help than I used to lol All the things of the past are what I am now. I will never forget my friends, and I'll always miss seffner. Actually lately I've realized that Seffner was my home, and that I may have made the wrong decision. I miss those days more than anything in the world, probably more than anything I ever will in life. Im gonna try to go up there and visit for a volleyball game, and on some of my early release days I'll go for lunch. I realized, not only do I want to go see my friends but I want to feel that safety, my home, the great feelings that I left behind. I want to experience those things a couple more times, before I end up changing because of where I am now. My thoughts aren't concluded and this is probably only half of of them. But right now, I'm over tired, for whatever reason. Sore ja~