Gone?
I'm listening to Kelly Clarkson's Gone on repeat for some reason right now. I cannot figure out what I find attractive about it. I'm thinking it's Sekai's song for some reason, but it's been on the FR list for longer than I knew she was a FR, so I'm not sure what that means, and I have no idea what it means for her. It's very annoying.
On the subject of music, all in this week I've been told three things which almost seem contradictory.
A: Three times in a row, turning on my iPod of nearly 1500 songs, it decides to start with 'Leave Me Alone', I finally yelled at the thing (yes, I talk to inanimate objects) 'fine, I'll leave her alone.' haven't heard the song since, so I think I got the message it was trying to get through to me.
B: Today, I hear 'My Guy' and laugh, since I think it's meaning my crush, I find it amusing because I don't want to seperate her from the one she cares for. I'm thinking it was intended towards the voices in my head (even though I think one of them is away for the past week) since they're for some reason unaccepting of that relationship.
Edit: I think the intent of the song had to do with Jamie trying to steal the unicorn away from being protected by Arcion, I have a wonderful image of Arcion and Jamie facing off, Arcion's teeth and claws barred and Jamie holding a Naginata. Makes me wish I had artistic abilities to try and draw.
C: I hear a series of songs which essentially seem to be telling me to learn more about her, which seems odd considering the first message, it's kinda hard to learn anything about anyone when you don't talk to them. Though I think the last set might have been for a different friend who essentially left an open ended statement that I took as a challenge and am just waiting for a chance to challenge her on it (Yes, I have an evil side, though I tend to be Lawful Evil, as opposed to Arcion who is sometimes Chaotic Evil with a strong leaning towards being a pervert >.>).
Music means a lot to me, I can see meaning where it's unlikely even the singer didn't intend it, but the lyrics state a thing clearly, and I hate it when people take one line of a song and take the song apart because of it. You have to listen to the whole song to find the meaning, just a line tears the entire thing apart, same with the bible, which too many people do. >.>
And now that that rant is out, back to cleaning up my iPod playlist of instrumentals and then sleep, if Jamie and the other voices will let me actually sleep.
On the subject of music, all in this week I've been told three things which almost seem contradictory.
A: Three times in a row, turning on my iPod of nearly 1500 songs, it decides to start with 'Leave Me Alone', I finally yelled at the thing (yes, I talk to inanimate objects) 'fine, I'll leave her alone.' haven't heard the song since, so I think I got the message it was trying to get through to me.
B: Today, I hear 'My Guy' and laugh, since I think it's meaning my crush, I find it amusing because I don't want to seperate her from the one she cares for. I'm thinking it was intended towards the voices in my head (even though I think one of them is away for the past week) since they're for some reason unaccepting of that relationship.
Edit: I think the intent of the song had to do with Jamie trying to steal the unicorn away from being protected by Arcion, I have a wonderful image of Arcion and Jamie facing off, Arcion's teeth and claws barred and Jamie holding a Naginata. Makes me wish I had artistic abilities to try and draw.
C: I hear a series of songs which essentially seem to be telling me to learn more about her, which seems odd considering the first message, it's kinda hard to learn anything about anyone when you don't talk to them. Though I think the last set might have been for a different friend who essentially left an open ended statement that I took as a challenge and am just waiting for a chance to challenge her on it (Yes, I have an evil side, though I tend to be Lawful Evil, as opposed to Arcion who is sometimes Chaotic Evil with a strong leaning towards being a pervert >.>).
Music means a lot to me, I can see meaning where it's unlikely even the singer didn't intend it, but the lyrics state a thing clearly, and I hate it when people take one line of a song and take the song apart because of it. You have to listen to the whole song to find the meaning, just a line tears the entire thing apart, same with the bible, which too many people do. >.>
And now that that rant is out, back to cleaning up my iPod playlist of instrumentals and then sleep, if Jamie and the other voices will let me actually sleep.