Computer Troubles
My computer is having troubles.. just as I get somewhere where I think I want to do something with my life, things prevent me. I'm starting to think that I'm really not meant to work as this world wants me to work and I'm not sure where to take it to hopefully get things on a track that will get me somewhere.
While I was thinking about it, I realized something odd. When I graduated from HS, my dad wanted to help me get into a job as quickly as possible, sending me to the local jr. college and getting classes. Now, a year and a half after a rather minor surgery (compared to surgeries I could have had and risks I might have needed to take) he's the major force against me entering the workforce.
He's the main reason I think of 'Movin' On' as my moving song, 'They'll never allow me to change'. No matter that I feel better than I did before, he still doesn't think that I could handle having a job.
While I was thinking about it, I realized something odd. When I graduated from HS, my dad wanted to help me get into a job as quickly as possible, sending me to the local jr. college and getting classes. Now, a year and a half after a rather minor surgery (compared to surgeries I could have had and risks I might have needed to take) he's the major force against me entering the workforce.
He's the main reason I think of 'Movin' On' as my moving song, 'They'll never allow me to change'. No matter that I feel better than I did before, he still doesn't think that I could handle having a job.