I hate my life...
I hate school, I hate living with my family, and hate my fiance's job, I hate his parents, I hate dealing with him when he's pissed off, I hate dealing with him when he's questioning how I feel about him.
He doesn't trust me. He doesn't believe me. I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do. I try so hard to sow him how much I love him, then he goes and tells me to just tell him that I can't stand being with him anymore. I love him more than anything else. I told him that, and he said it wasn't true. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME? DO YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING END MY FRIENDSHIPS FOR YOU? SI THAT THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME?!