Title: Understanding you
Author:
asahisuperdry Pairing: Reita/Aoi
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Illusioned stories.
Summary: Reita knew he could never stop loving Aoi.
Reita knew he could never stop loving Aoi.
No matter what he did.
They were together once and it was pure bliss for him. To have someone to cuddle with every morning when he woke up. To have someone to stare at while sipping his coffee, and whenever that person noticed it, would just smile and shake his head.
He liked being Aoi's shield. Aoi's refuge. Whenever the elder would get pissed, he would be there to squeeze his hands and soothe the anger away.
Whenever they would make love, he would always long for Aoi's face, the breathless moans, the graceful curves, and the wonderful heat emanating from them as they passionately rocked each other's body.
Aoi may not be as fragile but he is definitely worth cherished for.
He knew how Aoi felt lonely. He could see the tint of sadness in his eyes as he was pushed away by others and felt left out. He knew the reason why Aoi would be stingy and why he liked showing off. He's not as tough as everybody thought him as. He just wanted to be noticed. He just wanted to be taken care of.
Reita felt mad at himself for being one of those people who had made Aoi upset. They argued and started to drift apart. That time, he refused being understanding and stubbornly collided with Aoi's anger. There were no explanations after that and Aoi was left alone.
Today, Reita saw him.
His heart ached as he saw how lonely the older man was. He drank his coffee and stayed at the studio for a while as the others went on their way. He could see how his jaws would tighten and his brows cross from all the stress and all Reita wanted was to soothe him.
He wondered, has he ever stopped loving Aoi?
He didn't. He couldn't.
He couldn't even understand why he left him in the first place, when he knew more than anyone else that Aoi needed someone.
Him.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Want to eat out?"
"Mm.." Aoi pondered for a while.
Reita stepped closer and leaned his back at the edge of the table, looking at Aoi. The black-haired man raised his head meeting Reita's gaze.
For a while, they stared at each other. Both trying to read what's on the other's mind. Reita knew Aoi was trying to be strong. He knew that Aoi was controlling himself.
"I'm sorry," Reita broke the silence.
And with that Aoi leaned forward, resting his head against Reita's thigh, while the blonde reflexively brought his hands to caress the mass of soft, black hair in soothing strokes.
"I'm really sorry, Aoi."
Aoi brought his arms up and wound them around Reita's waist, bringing them closer. He looked up at Reita's face and his lips broke into a small smile. Something that Reita hadn't seen in a while.
"It's okay."
And Reita believed, that everything would be okay.
He leaned closer and gave a small peck against Aoi's lips. Both smiled at the sound of the kiss that resonated and let their foreheads touch as they close their eyes.
Reita knew he loved Aoi.
But he didn't know how much Aoi loved him.
Aoi loved him so much that he knew he could never stop.
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A/N: Sorry it's too short and I hope it wasn't confusing ;;