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[asadmystery]

Kates brother was extreemly drunk tonight and it was funny...He is something else. He told my girlfriend that she is attractive and that was funny. Tonight was pretty cool, i mean the day was pretty boring but other then that the night i can say was better. Amanda isnt feeling well and she is sleeping and i am on the computer with nothing to do but sit here on the computer and write on it. I am bored now. I wish i had something to do and i wish i didnt have a sick girlfriend right now. Drinking by myself is something i am getting usued to hah. I have been doing it alot lately. I work alot and i am so tired that alot of the times i dont want to do anything i am to tired to do anything that i stoop to that low level of drinking by myself. What can you do when you are a alcoholic. Well enough of me being so damn gay i am done and going back to drinking and then passing out, what i do best.....

PEACE LOVE.