"I feel like Cross Country just broke up with me"
So I'm really awake right now, like with the jitters and everything. I don't know what to do with myself, I feel like going crazy. In a good way, that is. I'm not sure, ya know. But um anyway...
Cross country is over. Forever. I don't think it's really hit me yet. I'll probably fall into a deep, dark depression next week though when I'm sitting on my ass stuffing my face instead of running with my homegirls. I've ran nearly everyday since June so hopefully I won't get too lazy because it's definitely paid off, even if I am still really slow. Although I've ran a hole right into my foot so maybe I'll take a few days off. Slacker. And fortunately I even PRed so that's always good, although I never broke 20. Oh well, maybe someday... if I ever race again. Or maybe I should just do a full on marathon because that's real realistic and all.
I've been accepted into 2 schools. Iowa and Iowa State, not that big of a deal but it really felt good to have it out of the way. I even managed to write one of my essays this weekend, it was a big relief. It probably sucks though.
This past week has been really strange. I somehow found myself in this huge anti-social, bitch mode where I'm incredibly annoyed with everyone for no reason at all. Which only ends with me being even more annoyed with myself. Plus the whole time I knew that I was being grouchy and mean and selfish, and tried to apologize for the fact yet continued to be those things. I still am. Hopefully I'll snap out of it soon because it's not very enjoyable.
Perhaps I was on a fun high and just needed a reality check to appreciate all of the fun being had? I don't know... I'll just try to go with that.
Cross country is over. Forever. I don't think it's really hit me yet. I'll probably fall into a deep, dark depression next week though when I'm sitting on my ass stuffing my face instead of running with my homegirls. I've ran nearly everyday since June so hopefully I won't get too lazy because it's definitely paid off, even if I am still really slow. Although I've ran a hole right into my foot so maybe I'll take a few days off. Slacker. And fortunately I even PRed so that's always good, although I never broke 20. Oh well, maybe someday... if I ever race again. Or maybe I should just do a full on marathon because that's real realistic and all.
I've been accepted into 2 schools. Iowa and Iowa State, not that big of a deal but it really felt good to have it out of the way. I even managed to write one of my essays this weekend, it was a big relief. It probably sucks though.
This past week has been really strange. I somehow found myself in this huge anti-social, bitch mode where I'm incredibly annoyed with everyone for no reason at all. Which only ends with me being even more annoyed with myself. Plus the whole time I knew that I was being grouchy and mean and selfish, and tried to apologize for the fact yet continued to be those things. I still am. Hopefully I'll snap out of it soon because it's not very enjoyable.
Perhaps I was on a fun high and just needed a reality check to appreciate all of the fun being had? I don't know... I'll just try to go with that.