I wanna be small again.
Well, here i am. I woke up yesterday sick, and my man kerry lost. 4 more years of blood.
I hate going to school now, cuz their really isnt anyone to talk to ( well, Danny of course). Everyone else is occupied and changing. Steph isnt at sas anymore, and i've called her a million times, and she doesnt answer, but i know she's there. Michelle's always there for me, but she's usually too busy, but its ok, cuz michelle is michelle, that 1 friend that you'll have forever, and even though u havent spoken in a year, everything is the same the second you see her face. I miss Alex. Alot.
Everyone was ignoring me last weekend, and it fuckin hurt too.
There comes a time, where i guess you just have to sit back and realize that life changes. You'll be lucky if you have a bestfriend ur entire life, or if you can even count your friends on one hand. I have friends, dont get me wrong... i just dont have that one person ( besides danny) who makes me feel happy, or comfortable.Let me tell you, its hard. Fuckin hard...but i've been dealing with it. i cant wait to meet new people, and i cant wait to start my future. I love danny, and i thank him so much for always being there for me, before, now and always. thank you
g'night
I hate going to school now, cuz their really isnt anyone to talk to ( well, Danny of course). Everyone else is occupied and changing. Steph isnt at sas anymore, and i've called her a million times, and she doesnt answer, but i know she's there. Michelle's always there for me, but she's usually too busy, but its ok, cuz michelle is michelle, that 1 friend that you'll have forever, and even though u havent spoken in a year, everything is the same the second you see her face. I miss Alex. Alot.
Everyone was ignoring me last weekend, and it fuckin hurt too.
There comes a time, where i guess you just have to sit back and realize that life changes. You'll be lucky if you have a bestfriend ur entire life, or if you can even count your friends on one hand. I have friends, dont get me wrong... i just dont have that one person ( besides danny) who makes me feel happy, or comfortable.Let me tell you, its hard. Fuckin hard...but i've been dealing with it. i cant wait to meet new people, and i cant wait to start my future. I love danny, and i thank him so much for always being there for me, before, now and always. thank you
g'night