'Cause you're the only song I want to hear.
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own?
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
ughhhhh welllll . i don't know what to do. talking about it is hard enough, but thinking about how its really happening, that you're r e a l l y leaving in september, is even harder. you know how much i care about you, how much you mean to me. i mean, it's actual real live LOVE now. and yes i mean that. i love you. and it's too late to just end things now. thats not what i want. because i've fallen for you. i'm not completely and insanely in love with you, no i'm not there. and i dont think i want to be. because it'll just make things so much more difficult. like you said. so its better that we don't get any deeper. today was just a wake up call. i had to realize sooner or later that eventually we probably have to end. but i don't want to. at all. i've never been happier than i am with you, and i've said that over and over but its true. i love being with you, spending time with you. ugh. i don't know what to do. i have noo clue. and to be honest, this might well be the hardest thing i'll go through. and after everything, that says a l o t .
i just have to think about everything . not RIGHT now, but soon.
andd also. my best friend in the entire world is leaving too. same time, going to college. what the hellllllllllll am i going to do.
i love you so much tonya. all the insane times and memories we've had. and it's been a full year now. amazinggg.
the good news is. mid-winter break is next week. so i can spend all the time with you two that i want .