i would die for you if you asked me to

[as_stars_cry]

Dear Melissa.

The way I acted today was ... inexcusable. And the worst part is, it's not the first time I've done it, and you aren't the only person I've done it to. I want to apologize for what I did today... really I do. I do it all the time and it isn't fair to you that I do it. I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings, I'm sorry that I left you there. I am really really sorry, I'm stupid, really dumb, and thanks for telling me how you felt, I did hear you today, I did I swear. I just didn't think to acknowledge what you said, I'm a stupidhead. You are one of the nicest people I have ever met, and you are really good to me, I mean really good, no matter what I do you love me anyway when some people would have just said... screw you. I understand if you don't forgive me, and I'm not saying all this online just to get out of saying it to your face, because tomorrow I will say it to your face, I'll even get on my knees and lick the floor if you want. Melissa, you are a really wonderful friend, one of the best I've ever had and I don't want to lose you due to my ... ignorance, stupidity, thoughtless-ness, and any other one of the countless things I've been lately. I can't promise it won't happen again because it's a bad habit, and hard to break (plus I can be thoughtless), but I can promise I'll try REALLY hard I mean it. I AM SO SORRY MELISSA BRACKEEN!!! I LOVE YOU BEYOND MEASURE!!! I could go on with a hundred sorries... and you know what I think I will. (sorry for taking up space on people's pages but this is REALLY important)
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