Screaming...

[as_sj99]

I stood there screaming inside.

Everything is spinning faster & faster.

I can't focus.

Why don't you see me?

I give my all to you.

I am everything you ever wanted me to be,

Whenever you wanted.

You never even saw.

How can I tell you what you want me to when I have lost myself

I am here

You don't care.

I have been your princess, your whore, a stranger, your best friend.

Untill I no longer knew me.

I am standing here screaming inside.

You didn't hear

You didn't care.

Sometimes both.

Everything is spinning & spinning faster & faster.

There is nothing left to focus on.

Even if I could.

Your gone.

I am lost.

Did you ever care?

Do you even remember?

The little girl I was before you.

You were my everything.

I was everything you ever asked.

Do you even remember?

Did you ever care?

I can't scream anymore.

I've lost.

You won.

Athena

4/17/09