Ideally, This is True.

Apr 23, 2007 23:22

Starting tomorrow I'm getting my shit back together. I've been spending so much time working, and partying, and writing papers for school... that I've really neglected the things that should be important to me. Like the gym, and photography, and going to the beach.

I've become lazy and routine, and I'm just kind of half-assing my way through life lately; always having one bullshit excuse or another.

The truth is... we can't afford to waste our time anymore. Every day that passes, and I think "I could/should have done this differently" is another day that I had the chance to actually do those things differently; and didn't. Why should I keep selling myself short? Twenty years from now I'm going to remember my 20's as the most fundamental and developmental years of my life. Why should I spend them grieving over lost idealized men or corrupted friendships or deadend jobs?

Hello, I have TiVo for a reason. So that I don't have to come straight home from work to watch my shows. That's what Sundays are for, right?

I have a Daytona vacation to be hot for. Everyone else has been gymming it up for a week already, and I'm just sitting here being jiggly. Fuck that. You wankers are going to have to compete now!

And you know what else I've noticed? My biggest tags are all names of men. Good men, bad men, men that aren't even in my life any more. Why is that? Why is that the most I have to talk about. My biggest tag should be "Me". I'm on penis-strike.

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