ITS GOING TO WASTE

[as_lovers_go5]

so um... my good relationship thats been going on for awhile might be gone soon. sex is so stupid when you're young and it just gets in the way. i don't want to be resented for not having it so its just a question of what do i want more... my virginity until i'm married (which i've wanted my whole life) or to make this person (who i love to death) happy. no.

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it seems like i think way more about what i do or dont do than him. he does what he wants now. i do what i want later.