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i love colleen hargrave and i missed her dearly when i went to olean. It was refreshing going down there and i loved seeing everyone but i couldent get colleen off of my mind for more than 5 minutes if i tried. But it was nice staying at danny b's apartment and hanging out with the old gang...though it got to 100 outside it was still fun. But colleen i hate when i cant see her or within like a distance that i can just get in a car and hang out with her. Its degrading and depressing. I do not want her to go to NYC for her senior trip because she'll be gone for 4 days and i thought two days was terrible and really sad, this is going to clow that out of the water. We just started getting good again after a little slump and i missed her alot and after going to her campsite and hanging out with her for 13 hours i relized how much more i missed her. i have so much fun with her and she makes me happy at all times, yes i was sad once and nothing could fix it for a day or two but that was just my little yearly slump. But other than that if i am in her presence im a damn happy man. And i know alot of people find her really attractice and i know maybe some people ask themselves why she chose me. Well honestly i have no idea but im glad im her choice and i never would want that to change. shes amazing and i love her.