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NO ONE
IS GOING TO READ THIS!
i miss the good feeling of just going out
knowing that you got your las with yyou
but shit happens and gotta get past it
relationships are rought man
they hit me like two weeks after they end and im like i miss all that
it was fun being with a good person that i liked alot
and now i dont know whats going on im just being dusty now
little flirting and just hanging out
doing whatever.
im just tired of getting a rep of being the dick boy friend so i just wont get that rep
well ill try not to
cause i dont like to have ppl all hate edge at me
it really bums me out
what i really miss is just those kisses that make your day go by faster
those cute hugs that just make you happy and smile for hours
the way they bug the shit out of you but you know you love it
i miss all the holding hands and walking eachother home thing
i miss cuddling while listening to music or watching movies
telling someone about our day and what didnt float their boat the right way
and then try to help and see what you can do to fix it
i miss the way that they say awww when you try and do something right for them
and you dont suceed but they know you tried
your little inside jokes about how ditzy each other are
i miss all of it alot and its reall drooping me down man
im a real fucking pussy and i knwo you al are goijng to be like HA yeah you are
and if you were your gonna now just cause i said in here so that you can get some
weird self gratitude or just be annoying
im a fucking sucker for relationships that are really good
and i mean its been like years since i couldent fall asleep cause i was thinking about things i miss
that never happens
i usually just stay up to take up time till i really feel the need to go to sleep
but all i want to do is sleep and just close out for a bit and chill in a coffee shop
just by myself for hours just idk reading doing nothing
i have no motive to practice at all lately but im going to
cause thats the one reason why i realy open my eyes
cause of my music and how it makes me feel.
i just dont know anymore
im totally emotionally fucked right now and man
its diffferent
i have never gotten emotioanlly bitch slapped this hard before
i feel bad for girls who go through menopause
and live through it hahahhahaha
IS GOING TO READ THIS!
i miss the good feeling of just going out
knowing that you got your las with yyou
but shit happens and gotta get past it
relationships are rought man
they hit me like two weeks after they end and im like i miss all that
it was fun being with a good person that i liked alot
and now i dont know whats going on im just being dusty now
little flirting and just hanging out
doing whatever.
im just tired of getting a rep of being the dick boy friend so i just wont get that rep
well ill try not to
cause i dont like to have ppl all hate edge at me
it really bums me out
what i really miss is just those kisses that make your day go by faster
those cute hugs that just make you happy and smile for hours
the way they bug the shit out of you but you know you love it
i miss all the holding hands and walking eachother home thing
i miss cuddling while listening to music or watching movies
telling someone about our day and what didnt float their boat the right way
and then try to help and see what you can do to fix it
i miss the way that they say awww when you try and do something right for them
and you dont suceed but they know you tried
your little inside jokes about how ditzy each other are
i miss all of it alot and its reall drooping me down man
im a real fucking pussy and i knwo you al are goijng to be like HA yeah you are
and if you were your gonna now just cause i said in here so that you can get some
weird self gratitude or just be annoying
im a fucking sucker for relationships that are really good
and i mean its been like years since i couldent fall asleep cause i was thinking about things i miss
that never happens
i usually just stay up to take up time till i really feel the need to go to sleep
but all i want to do is sleep and just close out for a bit and chill in a coffee shop
just by myself for hours just idk reading doing nothing
i have no motive to practice at all lately but im going to
cause thats the one reason why i realy open my eyes
cause of my music and how it makes me feel.
i just dont know anymore
im totally emotionally fucked right now and man
its diffferent
i have never gotten emotioanlly bitch slapped this hard before
i feel bad for girls who go through menopause
and live through it hahahhahaha