I know i'm not perfect, never going to be, so why do i keep trying to be?

[as_if_no_regret]

what the heck am i doing?

i shouldn't be on the computer this late...

i shouldn't be up this late...

i can't get to sleep...

i try to read, but it's addicting and kind of action-y, so it keeps me up.

i think i might go read some more...

waking up tomorrow is going to be a #$*%&%#$%...