DANNNNNGGG!
AHhhhhhhhhh my last day of treatment was yesterday!
I am so done thank you God!
Well here's whats been happening in Joe-land, basically I've been playing lots of poker, working out like a fiend at the gym, and going to class in pharmacy school. This is just so nuts, I love what I'm learning right now. i'm like on the forefront of knowledge its great, I feel like everyday just adds more meaning to my life, its beautiful. I'm also now certified to scuba dive and I took some suite pics. I've made some pretty suite new friends that are in this fraternity called kappa psi, as of right now I'm probably going to rush (whatever that means). I was a little bit weary of like the prep/jock stereotype of fraternities you see in the movies, but everyone I've met so far is really really nice its probably equivalent to the lambda lambda lambda's.....haha Man I actually recently went to a toga party I am such a geek.
Those in the past see the shrinks, those in the present read self-help books, and those in the future have no clue what's going on.
I just remember that day, it was the craziest day of my life,
the highest high to a low beyond low
fear and doubt and sobing
just raked into my heart and mind
my body was numb
sitting on the beach at night contemplating
since this life is all about choices what will be the next move...
with the wind in the background
and the crashing of waves
should i kill myself
how
should I be depressed
how
should I still try to follow God
how
should I live out the rest of my life without a care in the world just sinning and doing wrong things I've been temped to do
but never done.
That was my thought process, and that night I made a choice.
Throughout this whole experience I've learned so much. It was a lot to take in at first because everything happened so quickly and on the same day. But i've learned to appreciate this life more. Especially the "now" aspect of it, I think we as humans miss God's hand in things sometimes because we are either to busy dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. Obviously I can't begin to know where I'll be units of time from now, but I do believe that God is building something here and the not knowing aspect just makes this so interesting. I've been through some crazy stuff and I've screwed up and I will continue in the future to screw up, but through it all I'm only strengthened and smarter.
I am so done thank you God!
Well here's whats been happening in Joe-land, basically I've been playing lots of poker, working out like a fiend at the gym, and going to class in pharmacy school. This is just so nuts, I love what I'm learning right now. i'm like on the forefront of knowledge its great, I feel like everyday just adds more meaning to my life, its beautiful. I'm also now certified to scuba dive and I took some suite pics. I've made some pretty suite new friends that are in this fraternity called kappa psi, as of right now I'm probably going to rush (whatever that means). I was a little bit weary of like the prep/jock stereotype of fraternities you see in the movies, but everyone I've met so far is really really nice its probably equivalent to the lambda lambda lambda's.....haha Man I actually recently went to a toga party I am such a geek.
Those in the past see the shrinks, those in the present read self-help books, and those in the future have no clue what's going on.
I just remember that day, it was the craziest day of my life,
the highest high to a low beyond low
fear and doubt and sobing
just raked into my heart and mind
my body was numb
sitting on the beach at night contemplating
since this life is all about choices what will be the next move...
with the wind in the background
and the crashing of waves
should i kill myself
how
should I be depressed
how
should I still try to follow God
how
should I live out the rest of my life without a care in the world just sinning and doing wrong things I've been temped to do
but never done.
That was my thought process, and that night I made a choice.
Throughout this whole experience I've learned so much. It was a lot to take in at first because everything happened so quickly and on the same day. But i've learned to appreciate this life more. Especially the "now" aspect of it, I think we as humans miss God's hand in things sometimes because we are either to busy dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. Obviously I can't begin to know where I'll be units of time from now, but I do believe that God is building something here and the not knowing aspect just makes this so interesting. I've been through some crazy stuff and I've screwed up and I will continue in the future to screw up, but through it all I'm only strengthened and smarter.