very berry harry henderson happy!!!!
I can't even remember the last thing I posted.. I know it wasn't that long ago, but since then a lot of things have changed in my life!! (I was born a unicorn - The Unicorns) Happy to report them to this old dusty thing that I left in my closet and wiped off..
I'm PREGNANT!!!!! :) :) I'm having a little girl; her name is Amelia. Things are weird when you enter the world of pregnancy and motherhood. I'm apparently 5 months? Wait.. I thought 20 weeks meant 4 months... not? Say what, really? The worst is over.. the morning sickness, smell of food and not wanting to eat anything muchless take my prenatals which all three brands before this one made me so ill! I've actually started better habits of eating healthier: organic fruits and veggies, never was a caffeine person unless it was redbull-- which I kind'of miss! I take naps regularly, and go to sleep very early.. The first time in my life I'm on a schedule that I adore so much. It's nothing new, but I've always had strange dreams; now they seem so REAL!
Who's the father??? I don't know! Just kidding.. I'm not one of those girls. He's from Greenville, SC. I'll call him CA squared. He's a great guy. I love him.
I'll be starting back school sometime next year after Amelia's born. Ultimately I want to be a nurse, and I don't care if it's not up to some people's standards. I used to say what I really wanted was to be happy and I meant it. It doesn't matter if you come from a bad family, that doesn't make you a bad person. I've done some terrible things that I'm not proud of, but I don't dwell on them or the people that I've hurt. Just pretty much (Samson - Regina Spektor) will regret losing her friendship for the rest of my life. But life moves on and so do people, so Chin up! :) You can't steer yourself to the past or things will never clear up.. and paths are made by you.. What do you want? I want Amelia and something different. I don't show off or show anybody accomplishments that I've done, because for me.. I just want to make her proud of her mommabug! (Someday - The Strokes)
While visiting at my grandma's, she says, "Well now that you're having a baby you won't be able to go here and there." Her face always looks so frowny, negative nellie for reals.. her nurse snaps back with, "Oh yes she can! They make swings that she can put over her shoulders that have purses on them!! You should get one." Boss! I won't be doing what I've done in the past, because awesome vacations will be saved up for! (The Ocean Breathes Salty - Modest Mouse) One of my closest friends from Edinburgh, Scotland is coming to see me after I'm settled; I haven't seen him since I was there in 2005-2006. I'm ecstatic about that! Mischief, mischief..
Can I just say that I have some amazing people surrounded by me and my little gemstone? It's good to be a good person, because good things happen. I love being me.
xxoxo
I'm PREGNANT!!!!! :) :) I'm having a little girl; her name is Amelia. Things are weird when you enter the world of pregnancy and motherhood. I'm apparently 5 months? Wait.. I thought 20 weeks meant 4 months... not? Say what, really? The worst is over.. the morning sickness, smell of food and not wanting to eat anything muchless take my prenatals which all three brands before this one made me so ill! I've actually started better habits of eating healthier: organic fruits and veggies, never was a caffeine person unless it was redbull-- which I kind'of miss! I take naps regularly, and go to sleep very early.. The first time in my life I'm on a schedule that I adore so much. It's nothing new, but I've always had strange dreams; now they seem so REAL!
Who's the father??? I don't know! Just kidding.. I'm not one of those girls. He's from Greenville, SC. I'll call him CA squared. He's a great guy. I love him.
I'll be starting back school sometime next year after Amelia's born. Ultimately I want to be a nurse, and I don't care if it's not up to some people's standards. I used to say what I really wanted was to be happy and I meant it. It doesn't matter if you come from a bad family, that doesn't make you a bad person. I've done some terrible things that I'm not proud of, but I don't dwell on them or the people that I've hurt. Just pretty much (Samson - Regina Spektor) will regret losing her friendship for the rest of my life. But life moves on and so do people, so Chin up! :) You can't steer yourself to the past or things will never clear up.. and paths are made by you.. What do you want? I want Amelia and something different. I don't show off or show anybody accomplishments that I've done, because for me.. I just want to make her proud of her mommabug! (Someday - The Strokes)
While visiting at my grandma's, she says, "Well now that you're having a baby you won't be able to go here and there." Her face always looks so frowny, negative nellie for reals.. her nurse snaps back with, "Oh yes she can! They make swings that she can put over her shoulders that have purses on them!! You should get one." Boss! I won't be doing what I've done in the past, because awesome vacations will be saved up for! (The Ocean Breathes Salty - Modest Mouse) One of my closest friends from Edinburgh, Scotland is coming to see me after I'm settled; I haven't seen him since I was there in 2005-2006. I'm ecstatic about that! Mischief, mischief..
Can I just say that I have some amazing people surrounded by me and my little gemstone? It's good to be a good person, because good things happen. I love being me.
xxoxo