missing fuji film + minolta 35mm
Why didn't I bring them with me to South Carolina? Today would of been avoided if that had happened..I spoke to my mother and she had told me that my camera's weren't were I had placed them at my grandmother's house.
Explanation? My grandmother's son took it beyond his fate to go through my grandma's house while she was in the hospital for three weeks and probably pawned MY father's stuff. I've never been so distraught. I broke down. I'm more than 7 hours away, and I can't just drive there because I have responsibilities to uphold. And, when people ask me what's wrong.. I avoid the whole situation, because they wouldn't understand it anyway. I'm not always an open book, you may know me well but I'm not that easy to figure out. Whether you're one of my best friends or a family member.
This year has really just changed me. I've been through so much shit that I feel like I'm thirty something years old, and with kids! I'm so happy to be out of Mississippi. Once Christmas time comes I'll be heading back down for a week half to spend time with my family & friends, then maybe I'll see what Steve has done. Its his choice, but I'll never speak to him again if my camera's aren't returned. People are such assholes. I have realized how much I can't stand people this year also. My extroversion has caved into a introvert.
I'm thinking about creating a video blog on youtube. It could help me on some things. I'm not sure yet.
Explanation? My grandmother's son took it beyond his fate to go through my grandma's house while she was in the hospital for three weeks and probably pawned MY father's stuff. I've never been so distraught. I broke down. I'm more than 7 hours away, and I can't just drive there because I have responsibilities to uphold. And, when people ask me what's wrong.. I avoid the whole situation, because they wouldn't understand it anyway. I'm not always an open book, you may know me well but I'm not that easy to figure out. Whether you're one of my best friends or a family member.
This year has really just changed me. I've been through so much shit that I feel like I'm thirty something years old, and with kids! I'm so happy to be out of Mississippi. Once Christmas time comes I'll be heading back down for a week half to spend time with my family & friends, then maybe I'll see what Steve has done. Its his choice, but I'll never speak to him again if my camera's aren't returned. People are such assholes. I have realized how much I can't stand people this year also. My extroversion has caved into a introvert.
I'm thinking about creating a video blog on youtube. It could help me on some things. I'm not sure yet.