steady as she goes
most beautiful day of the year thus far. 80 today. seriously.
billie, claire and I laid out in billie's backyard for a solid 2 hours today. it was fantastic. i'm a little burned, but hey. its worth it. i've been cooped up in my house/st. johns (which is pretty much my home away from home) for FAR too long. down side: now i have a killer headache from being in the sun for so long. not feeling so good. maybe I will take a nap soon. or just go to bed, since it is already 8 pm. yow, the day went by so fast!
work today was crazy weird. working lunch for 200+ doctors (working lunch meaning we serve lunch while the seminar is happening. NOT fun at all. trying to be quiet, and not spill pasta on their paperwork... eee). And I had crazy anxiety all day because of the mass confusion and noise the whole time. Seriously, no one knew what was going on the whole time. Thought I was going to have a panic attack. Not sure why that happens, but sometimes I just get really anxious at work. And in life. Hopefully that doesn't negatively affect my being a manager now. Eee, that would really suck if it did. Maybe I should get some Xanax or something. Duno. anyways. oh, and about this whole being a manager thing... kind of nervous about it. I start training in 2 weeks. wish me luck.
miss alex so friggin much today. just want to go home and snuggle with him and have my headache go away. is that too much to ask? wish i could say it wasnt :(
billie, claire and I laid out in billie's backyard for a solid 2 hours today. it was fantastic. i'm a little burned, but hey. its worth it. i've been cooped up in my house/st. johns (which is pretty much my home away from home) for FAR too long. down side: now i have a killer headache from being in the sun for so long. not feeling so good. maybe I will take a nap soon. or just go to bed, since it is already 8 pm. yow, the day went by so fast!
work today was crazy weird. working lunch for 200+ doctors (working lunch meaning we serve lunch while the seminar is happening. NOT fun at all. trying to be quiet, and not spill pasta on their paperwork... eee). And I had crazy anxiety all day because of the mass confusion and noise the whole time. Seriously, no one knew what was going on the whole time. Thought I was going to have a panic attack. Not sure why that happens, but sometimes I just get really anxious at work. And in life. Hopefully that doesn't negatively affect my being a manager now. Eee, that would really suck if it did. Maybe I should get some Xanax or something. Duno. anyways. oh, and about this whole being a manager thing... kind of nervous about it. I start training in 2 weeks. wish me luck.
miss alex so friggin much today. just want to go home and snuggle with him and have my headache go away. is that too much to ask? wish i could say it wasnt :(