where is your inspiration?

[as_cities_burn]

i am becoming washed up to someone that means alot to me, i am uninvolved with friends, the only one i really talk to is 600 miles away. i hurt! im sorry alright but i do, i dont have anyone to talk to. i just want more real friends, not just disposable people to say hello to. It is boring, i am boring, ug.....this isnt working, this isnt what i want to be saying, but i dont know how to say what i want to.

you lost it oh so long ago.