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Today's a shitty day.
I got a super unfriendly mail from a lady whose unpublished manuscript I had used in my BA thesis. I had asked for her permission and sent her the document twice, she even answered correcting a few things without saying a word that she didn't want me using it. But now (the day I handed in my paper) she doesn't want it and is very upset about my unprofessionalism.
I also got turned down by the guy from my last entry, in a considerably more friendly email. Now that's totally okay and I respect that, but that doesn't change the fact that right now I just want to curl up in a corner and die of embarrassment. I would've dealt better any other day, but today was just too much to take.
Also, I have to stay at university until 4pm because I promised a friend I'd sign an attendance record for her, and now I'm sitting around in the university cafe, very much all alone with my thoughts.