What Now Appears to be an Annual Update
I went and read my last entry, and it appears to have been written last April. It's now nearly February. Whoops. So, here I go...
Things have changed a lot.
Marian and I broke up in early November. It was really hard because I knew it was coming and was completely shocked at the same time. It's a little bit difficult to describe. But what I eluded to in my last entry never really went away, even though I thought it did. I kind of think of it as the way parallel universes work in science fiction films. An event occurred which ripped the normal course of events off of it's natural path. Everything looked the same, but was different. And so while you might be vaguely aware that something just isn't quite right - you'd never dream you had knocked into a completely different reality. If that makes any sense. I think I described it better in my other journal.
Anyway, so there was that.
Which brings me to now, and my feeble attempts at dating. I don't much care for dating. There is one girl that I really like - but I feel insecure about where everything is going. But I guess I always feel insecure. And my sense of pointless urgency always gets the better of me. I'm really trying though.
As far as school goes, it's going okay. I have finished my course requirements and am starting on my thesis. I take my minor exam on Feb. 8th and as long as I pass, I'm alright.
I got the job that I applied for last April. So now I have a real full-time career oriented job. It's still pretty funny to me.
I'm thinking about buying a house, partially because they're so cheap in Buffalo and I love it here and partially because I really believe in buying a house in the city, I think another tax payer is good news.
We'll see.
Jen S is living with me now. She and her girlfriend broke up so she wanted to get the hell out of San Francisco. I convinced her that Buffalo is a good place to be. She's been here since Dec. 1 and she already has a new girlfriend, but sadly, no new job.
I did get a new car, and it's beautiful. It's the hatchback I've always wanted.
So, I'm sure there were other interesting things that happened to me in the last year. But this is what is in my head right now and I think that has been a pretty good update.
Until I write again,
Jen
Things have changed a lot.
Marian and I broke up in early November. It was really hard because I knew it was coming and was completely shocked at the same time. It's a little bit difficult to describe. But what I eluded to in my last entry never really went away, even though I thought it did. I kind of think of it as the way parallel universes work in science fiction films. An event occurred which ripped the normal course of events off of it's natural path. Everything looked the same, but was different. And so while you might be vaguely aware that something just isn't quite right - you'd never dream you had knocked into a completely different reality. If that makes any sense. I think I described it better in my other journal.
Anyway, so there was that.
Which brings me to now, and my feeble attempts at dating. I don't much care for dating. There is one girl that I really like - but I feel insecure about where everything is going. But I guess I always feel insecure. And my sense of pointless urgency always gets the better of me. I'm really trying though.
As far as school goes, it's going okay. I have finished my course requirements and am starting on my thesis. I take my minor exam on Feb. 8th and as long as I pass, I'm alright.
I got the job that I applied for last April. So now I have a real full-time career oriented job. It's still pretty funny to me.
I'm thinking about buying a house, partially because they're so cheap in Buffalo and I love it here and partially because I really believe in buying a house in the city, I think another tax payer is good news.
We'll see.
Jen S is living with me now. She and her girlfriend broke up so she wanted to get the hell out of San Francisco. I convinced her that Buffalo is a good place to be. She's been here since Dec. 1 and she already has a new girlfriend, but sadly, no new job.
I did get a new car, and it's beautiful. It's the hatchback I've always wanted.
So, I'm sure there were other interesting things that happened to me in the last year. But this is what is in my head right now and I think that has been a pretty good update.
Until I write again,
Jen