The show must go on
Life goes on. No couple, no job. Just like another million people.
But I still dream.
Something that cheers me up is asking for a SICUE next year (studying in some other region in Spain). And the fact Im returning to Ireland next autumn also helps a lot. I'd like to visit more places, not just Dublin, but Cork, Athenry, the Cliffs of Moher, Galway... Even Belfast, but going to Belfast is deadly expensive.
About the couple thing... well, what can I say. This things end sometimes the way they started. Im not completely broken because I cried for a whole month before it happened. And yet I have some kind of feeling, like bitterness, that I dont like. Im not resentful, everything is forgiven. But as the song says, it is not forgotten. Trust is something the other person has to build. If that person lets you down, everything goes to hell. I can forgive that person. Relying on them... well, that's a different matter.
About the job I got... Im unemployed again. Just worked for a week, and boom, here I am again. Im not the only one, though. One of my partners was fired the day before, another one was almost fired the same day as I, two more were starting that thay and one of them didnt even show up and the other one was fired at the end of the day. And during the morning shift there were two more girls fired. I dont know what is the company doing, seriously. We were people who sold. You fire us and get some new, unexperienced people. And maybe they think they're gonna find people who has born just for this job... Meh. Im gonna keep watching and shrug when you have to close the office. Because you're damn stupid.
And classes are okay by now. One of my teachers teaches me three different subjects. We're gonna read millions of books.