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Sooo.... Prince Hal's been having a nice time in Afghanistan - I'm pleased to hear. He appears to have enjoyed it anyway. - good for him. - Sunshine and annonymity!!
Perhaps I ought to try and recover and join up. Travel and putting yourself into rough conditions MUST make you feel of some worth. Army? Volunteer with the orphanage? How could I find time, energy and selfishness to be EDed.
How to make the first steps is the hardest part. My BMIs too low to be employed in any capacity like that - but just starting might get the ball rolling.
I know now I need to feel of value. I'm FED UP of my mum always making feel inferior and in the wrong about EVERYTHING. I resent it now that I think I've been conditioned just to feel in the wrong. The more I'm around normal people I realise - yes, I CAN actually exist on this planet for myself and be useful.
And I didn't feel any earthquake! Guess what I was doing at the time it struck. Lets just say I was rather distracted by b/p business. LOL. Can NOTHING stop an ED? The sun will explode one day or we'll all fall into a timeless black hole and I'll still be gazing at small sausages and cheese dip.
Perhaps I ought to try and recover and join up. Travel and putting yourself into rough conditions MUST make you feel of some worth. Army? Volunteer with the orphanage? How could I find time, energy and selfishness to be EDed.
How to make the first steps is the hardest part. My BMIs too low to be employed in any capacity like that - but just starting might get the ball rolling.
I know now I need to feel of value. I'm FED UP of my mum always making feel inferior and in the wrong about EVERYTHING. I resent it now that I think I've been conditioned just to feel in the wrong. The more I'm around normal people I realise - yes, I CAN actually exist on this planet for myself and be useful.
And I didn't feel any earthquake! Guess what I was doing at the time it struck. Lets just say I was rather distracted by b/p business. LOL. Can NOTHING stop an ED? The sun will explode one day or we'll all fall into a timeless black hole and I'll still be gazing at small sausages and cheese dip.