the rise and fall of stragetic planning
an ode to good friday! i would write an ode but im lazy.
it has dawned a beautiful day in Melbourne Town. Its especially nice due to the news we have recieved last night.
dum dum dummmmmmmmmmmmm
horrible housemate is moving out!!!!!!!!
ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh it is the best news, ever! EVER! though, surprisingly it came as a shock. mainly because I didnt think it would ever happen and also because it really will be just denzo and I now. Not that im scared, or freaking out. its just... a dawn of a new era. Living with him and someone else around was different, but just the two of us. it suddenly seems scary. it seems big. we're really a couple now.
okay, so we have been a couple for a while now. its not the semantics of it, its more like ... hrm. Im not sure what its like. but it suddenly seems like such a huge thing. Not that i want to avoid it, i cant wait. But, it seems so grown up.
Ive lived in sharehouses, ive lived alone, ive lived with my family, ive lived in shitty student accommidation, ive lived with drug fucked people and now im living with my boyfriend. and our two plants. and possibly 2 fish very shortly.
It will be wonderful to come home and not dread a certain someone being here. It will be wonderful to be able to walk around in just my undies and bra whenever I want. I will be wonderful to have some more space.
But it will be just us. and thats awesome, and im not scared or wanting to back out... it just seems like such a huge thing. HUGE!
its times like these i miss jonas, I wish he would come up to play.
I guess its just real life now. full time job, rent to pay, food to cook every night, boyfriend to live with. If you had of told me 3 years ago that I would be living with my boyfriend in the south eastern suburbs of melbourne with a full time job at a law firm and ralph lauren shirts in the closet i would have said you were crazy.
its funny how life turns out. Its funny how you expect your life to go in one direction and it goes in the complete opposite. Not that its bad. I just thought id be living in Sydney or Canberra, not Melbourne. I dont know. its hard to explain. I guess the rest of my life is spread out infront of me, and ... it seems so scary and so incredibly exciting at the same time.
In 3 weeks Ill be graduating from university. and so ends my institution marathon. I want to go back. I will get my honors, masters, phd. I want to be doctor Lydia. Doctor Morgan. But in time. I think I want to teach at university. I love that life. I love learning new things. But first, I must earn money, get experience.
maybe Ill become a spy for ASIO instead.