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Till The End Of The Day
Written by: R. Davies Published by: Davray/Carlin Music
Lyrics:
Baby, I feel good From the moment
I arise Feel good from morning
Till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
Yeah, you and me
We live this life From when we get up
Till we go sleep at night You and me were free
We do as we please, yeah From morning, till the end of the day
Till the end of the day Yeah, I get up And I see the sun up And I feel good, yeah 'Cause my life has begun
You and me were free
We do as we please, yeah From morning,
till the end of the day
Till the end of the day You and me were free
We do as we please, yeah
From morning, till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
Till the end of the day
There is possibly no other song that describe me right now, other than the one I just posted. I had the most wonderfully amazing time at " Snow Go" this past weekend, and I am feeling good.*Oh Yeah* So for those of you who don't know, "Snow Go" is this weekend winter camp put on by First Presbyterian Church, which I don't go to, but since I know a lot of kids in their youth group, I decided to go. THe camp grounds we stayed at were called Calvin Crest, and it is very close to Oakhurst. It was just so beautiful, and there was snow there, not a lot, but enough to have a snow ball fight in. Not every moment was spectacular, but on the whole, I know I will remember it as, to put it quite simply, a great time. We had this guest speaker from Whitworth college. His name was Sam, and he was super cool, to say the very least. I really felt like me going to this winter camp was "God working" because lots of things he said had to do with me. Depression and temporal and eternal matters were the main focus. He was telling us that if we do things for the glory of God, the results of those things are eternal. Even just simple things are used by God to show his awesomeness. Is awesomeness a word? Probably not, but anyway I started singing a long to this worship song that I knew, and I really just started thinking about the words I was singing and I knew that I wanted to begin living my life for Christ again.For along time I was doubting my beliefs, but I realized to believe is a choice you make, and I do, I choose to be a christian. However, as Sam said, I realized that I have not been living my life as a Christian. God is usually like, the last thing I think about. Well, not the last, but I made him a filler thought.Like just something I think about, when I am not thinking about anything else. Anyway the worship lyrics that got me thinking were: All of you is more than enough for All of me, for every want and Every need You satisfy me And all I have in you is more than enough for all of me I realize as I write this, that a lot of people who normally read this journal, will probably not connect, or understand what I am talking about, but that's okay. Some may be turned off by its surface "religion" face, but its more than that for me . When I was singing that song. I was declaring to myself, that I don't have everything I feel I want, such as a boyfriend, or an acceptance by a cool college, but God is enough to satisfy me, right here, in this moment. I can talk, also known as praying, to him. I can question. My religion's the kind that grows... I don't know what else to say...its hard not to think about Sam as really, really hot though. I can say that. I keep returning to that thought, but it was more than him. It was the words he spoke. The trees have changed, but God does not. I remember that, and I want to know God, I want to try and be a Christian, if not because of anything else, because I met some amazing people who were just so at ease, and full of joy, not creepy joy, but they seemed content, and confident in who they were, and so okay. I want that...