29th birthday
I haven't been here for a while...
Well, yesterday i was having dinner with my family, and actually my mother stated that 30 years ago i was born. 30. that's the age i am so scared of. But well, if you think deep, i am living on the planet for already 30 years.
I often think, how my mood can change so fast during one day. Well, today was one of those days.
My actual birthday yesterday was fantastic and magical. one of my close friends was at my apartment around the table with my family and i frankly speaking have had missed him so much.
Today was not the best working day in my life. Why is it so hard to work with women??? Why are women such bitches??? Why do they need to make themselves feel self-confident by being a bitch to their colleagues? Actually that's the question i will never find answer for. Although, I am sure, that if the woman has first of all a husband, which is to me somebody beloved, kids, apartment, a car and money enough to cover all the expenses, she should be happy already. Armenian women should be happy.
If not, then ok girls, go, do something more, but not try to spoil somebody else's life.
But this is shit....don't really wanna go deep into this.....
The evening was amazing.
Drinks around my friends and my brother. It is amazing how i couldn't appreciate the fact of having a brother before. It is true, when they say, when you lose you value. Well, i haven't lost, thanks God, but my brother lives far from me already and I really hope he will build his life in the place he is going to leave to in couple of days. And now i feel how much i need his advice in this or that situation. And how much i appreciate and enjoy talking to him, actually how much i need him and his advice.
Today something else happened: one special one has got into contact with me, of course only congratulating on the birthday but yet. You know what, it is really unbelievable, what we as women can forgive or bear or ...maybe that is just something inside that we call love???
well, once something is broken it will never be fixed back again....at least for me.....
however, i fell warm when i feel people think about me....
thank to all of those who still think about me and keep me inside their hearts, it doesn't matter how i know them or in what kind of relationship we have been. Man without others is nothing, now i know that for sure.
Well, yesterday i was having dinner with my family, and actually my mother stated that 30 years ago i was born. 30. that's the age i am so scared of. But well, if you think deep, i am living on the planet for already 30 years.
I often think, how my mood can change so fast during one day. Well, today was one of those days.
My actual birthday yesterday was fantastic and magical. one of my close friends was at my apartment around the table with my family and i frankly speaking have had missed him so much.
Today was not the best working day in my life. Why is it so hard to work with women??? Why are women such bitches??? Why do they need to make themselves feel self-confident by being a bitch to their colleagues? Actually that's the question i will never find answer for. Although, I am sure, that if the woman has first of all a husband, which is to me somebody beloved, kids, apartment, a car and money enough to cover all the expenses, she should be happy already. Armenian women should be happy.
If not, then ok girls, go, do something more, but not try to spoil somebody else's life.
But this is shit....don't really wanna go deep into this.....
The evening was amazing.
Drinks around my friends and my brother. It is amazing how i couldn't appreciate the fact of having a brother before. It is true, when they say, when you lose you value. Well, i haven't lost, thanks God, but my brother lives far from me already and I really hope he will build his life in the place he is going to leave to in couple of days. And now i feel how much i need his advice in this or that situation. And how much i appreciate and enjoy talking to him, actually how much i need him and his advice.
Today something else happened: one special one has got into contact with me, of course only congratulating on the birthday but yet. You know what, it is really unbelievable, what we as women can forgive or bear or ...maybe that is just something inside that we call love???
well, once something is broken it will never be fixed back again....at least for me.....
however, i fell warm when i feel people think about me....
thank to all of those who still think about me and keep me inside their hearts, it doesn't matter how i know them or in what kind of relationship we have been. Man without others is nothing, now i know that for sure.