And breath....just breath
Ok, enough with the lyrics, it's time to use my own words. Last night I officially lost it and broke down; unfortunatley it started showing at the wrong time and with the wrong person. Sasha I truly am sorry. After a long fit of hysterics and then a long talk with Brian I've got my head screwed back on straight. I've got my focus and I'm not letting anyone knock me off of it. As far as I'm concerned my relationship and all it's drama can wait, it's all bullshit anyway why let it get to me. The most important thing for me right now is school, next week is going to be busy with either a test or equivalent thereof in every class. It's going to be a long weekend, but hopefully I can get enough done today to not make it quite so bad. So for anyone who I may have driven crazy or pissed off or upset, I'm sorry. Please understand it's not you, I was just a stressed out, confused, and overly emotional mess. But seriously, I'm ok now, things are looking up.