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Well, I am now officially the "Specialist" of the fresh grocery at Target! I've already been doing pretty much everything the job requires, but now I'm actually getting the pay rate and the title. It'll be nice to have bigger paychecks. It's nice to be given more responsibility and to be trusted enough to be given the position. I do feel a bit more pressure, though, so I'm hoping that won't get to me too much.
Big surprise - this isn't what I want to be doing. I have many friends who have set guidelines or goals for themselves for a certain period of time...I'd like to do something similar for myself, to have something to work toward and look forward to, but I still have absolutely no idea what I really DO want to be doing. It's maddening. I am thankful to be moving up at Target in the mean time, but I don't want to settle for this, and I don't want to continue losing my soul to this slump that I'm in at this point in my life...
I know I've been quite the Negative Nancy lately, so I'm going to end on a positive note. :) I've subscribed to Good Housekeeping, and O, and I did a free trial of People just for the heck of it. I loooove having so much magazine to read that I get behind. :) I'm barely halfway though the latest O right now, and then I have the new People with Patrick Swayze (RIP!) on the cover to read. I may not be the biggest novel reader, but I sure do love my magazines.
Also: Just caught up on the new season of ANTM tonight. I'm ticked that Bianca got a second chance with that attitude. Grrr.
Big surprise - this isn't what I want to be doing. I have many friends who have set guidelines or goals for themselves for a certain period of time...I'd like to do something similar for myself, to have something to work toward and look forward to, but I still have absolutely no idea what I really DO want to be doing. It's maddening. I am thankful to be moving up at Target in the mean time, but I don't want to settle for this, and I don't want to continue losing my soul to this slump that I'm in at this point in my life...
I know I've been quite the Negative Nancy lately, so I'm going to end on a positive note. :) I've subscribed to Good Housekeeping, and O, and I did a free trial of People just for the heck of it. I loooove having so much magazine to read that I get behind. :) I'm barely halfway though the latest O right now, and then I have the new People with Patrick Swayze (RIP!) on the cover to read. I may not be the biggest novel reader, but I sure do love my magazines.
Also: Just caught up on the new season of ANTM tonight. I'm ticked that Bianca got a second chance with that attitude. Grrr.