the spontaneous fulfillment of desire
scarce events are the most wonderful things that could ever happen to a person. they are the incalculable possibilities, the statistically impossible moments that actually manifest into a person's reality. i often wondered what if felt like to have that happen to you. and now that it is, it has, and it will be, there are no longer any words to utter in order to describe it as perfectly as it happens.
and when that happens, your heart literally fills up with blood, and it seems there is no facial expression, there is no amount of laughter that could ever contain it. there is just this sudden force of freedom from the delirious anxiety, of heedless waiting, of succumbing loneliness, that could not even sway you. this invisible force only lingers for a minute, an hour, a day and then leaves you completely stunned at what just occurred.
as this emotion passes through time, it takes away with it the choking pain consistently bothering you. along with it, like flowing water, this force washes away the stubborn stains of tears and ruby red blood...
for a moment i sat down and thoughts swirled through my dark mind, and like a passing breeze, there came these words, "so this is what it means to experience the spontaneous fulfillment of desire."