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i could have sworn that i had made another entry after the 6th D: oh well?
anyhoo, feeling a little down today, but it's probably just hormones XD
my job at mc caulou's has made it apparent to me that i have a hard time fitting in, and also i've been questioning my worth as a worker. i just hope i don't screw up every job i ever get into, and i hope i can somehow make friends with my coworkers. janet bitches at me for the smallest things, from the way i greet customers, to the type of shoes i wear, and yells at me for my demonstrative way of talking. blah! i can't win, and there seems to be no one there to sympathize with me anymore since christy left. i miss her! i'm hoping to get a new job soon, but in the mean time i'll do my best to stay positive!
school is very stressful and boring, i wish i could take my classes at a more accelerated pace. maybe 2 months per class instead of 4? i can dream i guess XD a faster pace would keep me on my toes, and the extra pressure might help me study harder. i'm getting lazy, and putting off reading and homework more and more. although, i should probably do my math homework. i'm so worried i might not make it to the end, even though i've come so far D: must not quit, as much as i want to goof off. it would be nice to move on to classes that i actually care about, and enjoy studying. anyway, i feel like these are the same complaints, just a different day, but at least i'm doing it here in my journal and not burdening my friends with my drabble. although, i'm sure they wouldn't mind if i ranted to them anyway, but still. XD
i must refrain from posting whiny complaints on facebook lol, and i've been doing it often lately XD
good news is, i get to go to 2 thanksgiving dinners this year! thursday nick and i are having korean bbq at his parents house, and on saturday we are having dinner at my house! yaaay! i love having something to look forward to after a long day :) also! holiday in the park starts this friday at six flags too! :D i probably wont be able to request a day off to go, but i'll find a way to get there. hopefully nick and his friends will be able to go too, because we need to use our season passes before the new year is here! hopefully the world wont end next month lol. i am not ready to die yet, and there is so much in life that i haven't experienced XD the world can end after i'm already gone XD
my parents need to try real korean bbq :P they've been judging it by the nasty fatty bulgogi we bought from costco one day, and now they think all korean bbq is like that. when i told my dad that i was going to nick's for thanksgiving, and that we are having KBBQ, he was like " BUH! You're going to get FAT!! you should eat lean cuts of meat!!". i need to take my parents to OZ so they can see how amazing it really is D: i want to go to OZ again ToT
fell asleep in astronomy today, and i think mr dunn was trying to wake me up by banging on the desk up front XD it startled me awake each time he did it, but then my eyes got heavy again and i went right back to sleep. i shouldn't be laughing, but it was kinda funny XD however i can't afford to keep falling asleep or being late, because my grades are suffering again. i've never had trouble getting back to sleep, but it seems like when most of my friends get woken up they have to stay up.
oh yeah! i think i'm slightly dyslexic! XD
anyhow, i need to pry myself away from the computer and do some math, even though i really want to avoid it xP. gotta finish my last review and take the test if i still can, and find out my grade. i am so scared...
anyhoo, feeling a little down today, but it's probably just hormones XD
my job at mc caulou's has made it apparent to me that i have a hard time fitting in, and also i've been questioning my worth as a worker. i just hope i don't screw up every job i ever get into, and i hope i can somehow make friends with my coworkers. janet bitches at me for the smallest things, from the way i greet customers, to the type of shoes i wear, and yells at me for my demonstrative way of talking. blah! i can't win, and there seems to be no one there to sympathize with me anymore since christy left. i miss her! i'm hoping to get a new job soon, but in the mean time i'll do my best to stay positive!
school is very stressful and boring, i wish i could take my classes at a more accelerated pace. maybe 2 months per class instead of 4? i can dream i guess XD a faster pace would keep me on my toes, and the extra pressure might help me study harder. i'm getting lazy, and putting off reading and homework more and more. although, i should probably do my math homework. i'm so worried i might not make it to the end, even though i've come so far D: must not quit, as much as i want to goof off. it would be nice to move on to classes that i actually care about, and enjoy studying. anyway, i feel like these are the same complaints, just a different day, but at least i'm doing it here in my journal and not burdening my friends with my drabble. although, i'm sure they wouldn't mind if i ranted to them anyway, but still. XD
i must refrain from posting whiny complaints on facebook lol, and i've been doing it often lately XD
good news is, i get to go to 2 thanksgiving dinners this year! thursday nick and i are having korean bbq at his parents house, and on saturday we are having dinner at my house! yaaay! i love having something to look forward to after a long day :) also! holiday in the park starts this friday at six flags too! :D i probably wont be able to request a day off to go, but i'll find a way to get there. hopefully nick and his friends will be able to go too, because we need to use our season passes before the new year is here! hopefully the world wont end next month lol. i am not ready to die yet, and there is so much in life that i haven't experienced XD the world can end after i'm already gone XD
my parents need to try real korean bbq :P they've been judging it by the nasty fatty bulgogi we bought from costco one day, and now they think all korean bbq is like that. when i told my dad that i was going to nick's for thanksgiving, and that we are having KBBQ, he was like " BUH! You're going to get FAT!! you should eat lean cuts of meat!!". i need to take my parents to OZ so they can see how amazing it really is D: i want to go to OZ again ToT
fell asleep in astronomy today, and i think mr dunn was trying to wake me up by banging on the desk up front XD it startled me awake each time he did it, but then my eyes got heavy again and i went right back to sleep. i shouldn't be laughing, but it was kinda funny XD however i can't afford to keep falling asleep or being late, because my grades are suffering again. i've never had trouble getting back to sleep, but it seems like when most of my friends get woken up they have to stay up.
oh yeah! i think i'm slightly dyslexic! XD
anyhow, i need to pry myself away from the computer and do some math, even though i really want to avoid it xP. gotta finish my last review and take the test if i still can, and find out my grade. i am so scared...