Jul 30, 2011 11:13
ist eine total Ruck! Mit fünf Satze, er verärgert meine ganze Familie. Vater kennt mir nicht, mit ihnem Arbeit, er reiset vom Montag morgen bis Freitag Nacht. Er weisst nicht, wer ich bin! Ich glaube, er ist mein Vater, aber nicht mein Dad.
I know that my German is really bad, and got to say very rusty. Its been a long while since I did any. Despite my head constantly telling me C, you want to do well in *insert subject or sport here* therefore you have to *run/study delete whichever is inappropriate* to do that but I just can't bring myself physically to do what I need to do. I constantly put if of, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.
I don't think that I'm ready for senior year, or for university. Choosing the other four places, and then getting myself to go see them? Oh god, I wasted this summer so much. I feel so unprepared for everything. Wanting to get out of this place, this bubble won't come to anything if I can't make myself to do these small except they aren't that small, I don't know what to do
I want to be happy
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