Ghosts from the past

[arudaur]

Kitty : hey are you ever gonna talk to me again?
Me : Havn't decided yet
Kitty : you were like my best friend. you know i didn't mean to hurt you
Me : I saw your sister at the mall a couple weeks ago, I don't think she recognized me though
Kitty : yeah she left again
Me : *nods*
Me : got your computer fixed I see
Kitty : nope
Me : at a friends?
Kitty : electronic warior
Me : ah
Kitty : yeah
Kitty : got a new one though,
Me : *nods*
Kitty : getting internet in a few weeks
Me : did you guys ever move?
Kitty : not yet
Me : I know you'd planned on it
Kitty : :(
me : *nods*
Kitty : i am moving to ft lauderdale nesxt year i think
Me : ah
Kitty : but only for a year
Me : why?
Kitty : myoki wants me there
Me : who?
Kitty : by best friend from camp
Me : ah
Me : how's your life been?
Kitty : we got super close and he can't move out here for two years so were gonna moveing together when he's out here for college
Kitty : its been ok
Me : *nods*
Kitty : i miss my friends though, and i'm starting at the jc in a few days
Kitty : yours?
Me : eh
Me : it's had it's ups and downs
Kitty : hows your gf?
Me : we broke up
Kitty : ah
Me : I'm taking a break from the whole relationship thing now
Kitty : i'm sorry that happend
Me : *shrug* not your fault
Kitty : well thats one thing that isn't
Me : our breakup was your fault, but that's about it
Kitty : what did i do?
Me : I made myself trust and believe in you
Me : and you broke that trust
Kitty : i didn't mean to
Kitty : you know that
Me : doesn't change the fact that you did
Kitty : i'm really sorry that i did
Me : if you'd done it on purpose, things would be worse
Me : but oh well
Me : I've moved on

... I wish I knew what to feel about this