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Final (major) tooth surgery (for now) tomorrow. One month from now, I'll finally have completed the years worth of work (and tens of thousands of dollars worth of bills... well, I'll still owe a couple grand) and be able to smile and to properly chew food again or, at least that's what I've been led to believe. My grandfather is still doing poorly but is alive. My grandmother is distraught and the stress of balancing all of these things, trying to weigh recent decisions, prepare for a baby and make final preparations to move all at once have been fucking with me. Spent the past week very sick and still feel quite off. Can't wait for the spring. As much as I love the winter, this one has been a pretty bad time. Want to get ready for Alice and other good things coming in this year. Need to put as many of the negative and stressful things to rest as possible in the coming few months.