Little update
So I haven't posted here in awhile, honestly because I just don't care about my past blogs anymore. If I have any updates, I usually do it thru Facebook anymore. But, just for now, heres an update.
I'm 26 now (ahh!) and everything so far is great. I'm spending more and more time with Chris, we've already started talking about the future and such. I could be wrong but I think things will soon change in my life, for the better of course. I know I haven't posted much about him on here, but let me just say he is fantastic.
Today, on the other hand, I woke up feeling horribly depressed and the whole day it seems like theres been this weight getting me down. Hence why I'm on here. I checked last years posts and now I know why. Wow. Its funny how things can affect you and you aren't even thinking about it, but its your subconscious playing tricks on you. Much like how I get sad every year on the same day my mom passed away, even if I don't remember what day it was until it happens, apparently today is the same. Ugh. Sometimes I just wish last year never happened.
But, I'm moving on. I'm in a great, stable relationship now, and everything is looking up.
I just have to get thru today, and hopefully tomorrow will be so much better.
I'm 26 now (ahh!) and everything so far is great. I'm spending more and more time with Chris, we've already started talking about the future and such. I could be wrong but I think things will soon change in my life, for the better of course. I know I haven't posted much about him on here, but let me just say he is fantastic.
Today, on the other hand, I woke up feeling horribly depressed and the whole day it seems like theres been this weight getting me down. Hence why I'm on here. I checked last years posts and now I know why. Wow. Its funny how things can affect you and you aren't even thinking about it, but its your subconscious playing tricks on you. Much like how I get sad every year on the same day my mom passed away, even if I don't remember what day it was until it happens, apparently today is the same. Ugh. Sometimes I just wish last year never happened.
But, I'm moving on. I'm in a great, stable relationship now, and everything is looking up.
I just have to get thru today, and hopefully tomorrow will be so much better.