Oct 05, 2008 21:49
So, I just don't understand how people can afford things. I live on my own in a cheaper place, I only eat one (cheap!) meal per day, I try to pay my bills as much as I can, yet I'm dead broke all the time. It sucks. Really, for working retail I'm making alot more than most people do but I can barely stay alive. I just don't get how people afford things like clothes or good food or things they want. I'm lucky if I have an extra 10 bucks to get sushi once a month.
And my computer is dying. And my student loan people want me to pay more. And now I have these fucking medical bills. Seriously, how do people do this? I'm guessing everyone in the world must depend on someone else. How else could they do it? I rememeber having money when I lived with my ex. Maybe thats how people do it- leech. Well I don't want to leech. I guess I'm just going to have to be rich somehow.
Grr.
I hate the beginning of the month. Paying so many bills always puts me in such a pissy mood.