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Sparkle Sparkle! You're inner Bombshell is the
glamourous Elizabeth Taylor. You're just oozing
with sophistication and glamour. You can never
make up your mind, whether it's about what to
eat for dinner, what diamonds to wear or which
man to marry. You can make a man drop to his
knees with your "come hither" stare.
You are the quintessential movie star in every
aspect of your life and you know it! You like
to be called by your full name too. No nickname
would suffice! Check out the movie "Cat On
A Hot Tin Roof" to see the violet-eyed
actress for yourself.
Who is your inner bombshell?
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yay i'm beautiful.werd.
borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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i actually am.werd.that and bipolar according to doctors.hmpf.
in other news.my nose hurts.where my septum ring is,ouch.i dunno why.um i'm watching dawson's creek.oh god.i'm lame.yeah.it's all about like posing nude and all this jazz.tee hee.too bad you can't see nakey boys on tbs.bah.um they were playing save ferris.that's rather awesome.i'm taking up a shitload of space on peoples friends page.ohhh darn.sorry kids.um so i'm waiting for noon so i can go apply at GC and hopefully get the job full time so i can become a real college drop out.i'm sad actually i thought i was gonna finish it.being as though i never tend to finish things.cept like high school.i suck.but i'm a beauty school drop out.so i still have my haircutting and hair doing skills.and i have to admit i am very good at it.so i'm only fucking myself over i spose.but this is going to get randy here faster and that makes up for it all,even the fact that my parents are going to hate me.guh! that i dunno if i can handle.i just need them to let me live here until i can save up enough for an apartment.then yeah.get to live with randy,get married and be all happy.*sigh* crazy to think that within the next like year and a half...i'm gonna end up being mrs.randy olson.i love it,really i do.don't think for a minute that i would want anything else.i just want it to be a smooth ride,and i know it isn't.it's going to be hard for me because i know i'm going to feel like i have to give something up.time with him or my friends that were around before him.and that i don't want to do.and i know he won't put me in that spot.i know there's kids he doesn't want me around but duh! that's to be expected.there's kids i don't want him around.although he doesn't do anything but wait around for me.and i love him to death for it,and i feel so guilty when i go out and leave him in the dark sometimes.bah.i hate how there's so much going through my mind and i have no way to sort any of it out.that my friends...is what sucks most about being bipolar,there's nothing medicine can do to make this feeling go away.i just have to wait it out. guh! haha pacey's girlfriend is all freaking out about her virginity.sooo lame.there's nothing else on tv! so don't hate me for watching this.um anyway.i hate this feeling of being extremely hyper and knowing all i want to do is stop thinking and sleep.but um i've slept way! too much lately.i was awake for maybe 12 hours out of a 72 hour period.something's up and bah don't know what it is.i'm done for right now i think.i'm gonna go update randy's journal.i love you my shoe with no shoelaces.
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