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i am sooo fed up with people right now.and i know this will make me seemed two faced.but hell i do not care.um mr.jon cruz..i will not let you get beat up that bad.i'm not on either side.i'm just tired of the b.s. it's extremely stupid.maybe i'm all pissy cause i got mad friday night and did not inform anyone but mr.jon cruz.sarah.and dennis.and randy (the bestest boy ever!) when i got to the hizzouse.werd.and um yeah.i dunno it's retarded.i don't like being treated like a little fucking child who needs to be taken care of.i was raised around a fucking drunk.i think i can handle my god damn self.really i can.i don't need lectures or to be told what's wrong with me by some guy's girlfriend who just groped all over the boy all night.from now on,no one i mean no one will be attending shows with me unless the purpose is to have fun.yeah.cause that was in fact,one of the most annoying nights i've had lately.thank you sarah for not caring about people hehe.and um.i never thought i'd be really good friends with elaine.but alas i am.i'm kinda glad i stopped being a bitch.me and her have alot in common too.and um.yeah i'm pretty tired of people saying they are going to tell people off and shit and doing jack about it.this person knows who they are.and probably knows i'm irritated.i'm waiting for the shit to go down now and lots of names being called.but blah.who the fuck cares at this point.everyone's talking shit.i might as well get on the bandwagon for it.it's rather pathetic that i'm even writing this.but yeah.i'm massively pissed at people.and i think the cause of me writing this is cause yeah i got in a fight with my dad.so i went off on him.why not go off on everyone else i'm pissed at? exactly.and if there's gonna be a god damn boot party...can we get it over and done with...since that's the major talk of the town...it's getting old.boo.that's all i suppose...let the hate comments commence. <3 i love you randy.hehe you rock my socks so hard...i'm not even wearing any.<3