Hey, mom, read this:
So, my mom tells me this morning as I'm leaving to bring Jae to work that she saw my Myspace because some one at work said "Do you know yer daughter has a MySpace?" Which is usually my mom's really bad lie to cover up that in actuality, my cousin, Dianna, found it.
"And?"
"There's some things you shouldn't tell the whole world."
I laugh. "Like what?"
She quotes me. "My first true love was my vagina."
I laugh harder. "Mom, it's a joke."
Then she says something about the picture of my ass with the Oscar undies.
"I'm 20 years old, mom."
There was more to the actual conversation, but that's the jist of it. She mentioned she knows April has one because I talked about her in the My first true love was my vagina blog entry. That's a pretty stupid thing to make you assume she has one, but yeah, she does...Who doesn't?
Anyway, I'm just writing this to vent, because this whole thing just pisses me off. Because what she really was referring to when she said "There's some things you shouldn't tell the whole world" more than likely isn't a vagina joke. You shouldn't tell the whole world that yer bisexual, that you want a girlfriend, that you like sex, you shouldn't talk to the whole world with such a filthy mouth.
Basically, she's embarassed by me. O, no, this can't be the little girl you gave birth to! Well, mom, it is. This is how I turned out & if for some reason you thought I was some one else, you obviously weren't paying close enough attention.
I spent a damn long time being very uncomfortable with who I am & in the past few years have learned to accept myself & love myself. & There's people out there that accept me the way I am too. So, if you don't like who I am, I don't need you to, because others do. Screw you tho, for trying to push me back into the shell I spent so many years in, hiding myself, being ashamed of myself.
I'm getting fucking flash-backs of past fights I've had with my mom over similar shit. I thought we were done with this stupid shit.
She'll probably be pissed off about this entry, too, if she ever sees it. I don't care, you fucking hurt me & I want you to see this. & I don't care if my friends see this because I tell them everything. & I don't care that the entire world has access to this either, neither should you, Mom, & if you do, then maybe yer the one that needs to work on accepting yerself & the rest of the world.
"And?"
"There's some things you shouldn't tell the whole world."
I laugh. "Like what?"
She quotes me. "My first true love was my vagina."
I laugh harder. "Mom, it's a joke."
Then she says something about the picture of my ass with the Oscar undies.
"I'm 20 years old, mom."
There was more to the actual conversation, but that's the jist of it. She mentioned she knows April has one because I talked about her in the My first true love was my vagina blog entry. That's a pretty stupid thing to make you assume she has one, but yeah, she does...Who doesn't?
Anyway, I'm just writing this to vent, because this whole thing just pisses me off. Because what she really was referring to when she said "There's some things you shouldn't tell the whole world" more than likely isn't a vagina joke. You shouldn't tell the whole world that yer bisexual, that you want a girlfriend, that you like sex, you shouldn't talk to the whole world with such a filthy mouth.
Basically, she's embarassed by me. O, no, this can't be the little girl you gave birth to! Well, mom, it is. This is how I turned out & if for some reason you thought I was some one else, you obviously weren't paying close enough attention.
I spent a damn long time being very uncomfortable with who I am & in the past few years have learned to accept myself & love myself. & There's people out there that accept me the way I am too. So, if you don't like who I am, I don't need you to, because others do. Screw you tho, for trying to push me back into the shell I spent so many years in, hiding myself, being ashamed of myself.
I'm getting fucking flash-backs of past fights I've had with my mom over similar shit. I thought we were done with this stupid shit.
She'll probably be pissed off about this entry, too, if she ever sees it. I don't care, you fucking hurt me & I want you to see this. & I don't care if my friends see this because I tell them everything. & I don't care that the entire world has access to this either, neither should you, Mom, & if you do, then maybe yer the one that needs to work on accepting yerself & the rest of the world.