Cries...
I've been blindsided completely... Ran into a wall... Why do men do this to me... in the same pattern, I should learn, but my heart is too loving... Maybe I should harden it to the world, but then I would be even more lonely than I am already... I don't want to live this life alone... I'm afraid this will be my fate at the rate of my relationships... I never seem to hold them for long... I thought this one was good and genuine... Damn was i wrong... I don't want to be alone... I don't know what I did... Or what caused it... I thought things were fine... But I was wrong, and now I'm here all alone... I hate this existential void in my life... Just when I think there is something to fill my void, it's gone... Constantly searching and failing...