reality: 1,648,295,374; fui: 0
Well, with no contact with jade_fire in seven months, an impending wedding in less than a week, and a notice about the move that was supposed to happen 17 six two months ago still missing, I guess it's safe to say that this plan is now officially dead.
My thought at the moment:
1) I am in a very bitter mood right now, and work, ' friends' and life in general are not helping matters any
2) I probably should have realized this wouldn't work a while ago....
3) Every time plans changed, I wasn't told about it until too late. I didn't know we didn't have an apartment to move into until three days before we had to move out of her parents house (they sold it); I am now unhireable by one major international restaurant chain because I couldn't give them two weeks notice that I was leaving.
When she moved her new boyfriend into 'our' apartment, I didn't know about it until two days before I was supposed to move back in, even though she talked to me less than two weeks before, and he had apparently already been in the apartment for a month by then.
I still haven't been told about whatever is holding up plans this time: they were supposed to have moved into a new home in Oct.; rescheduled to late Dec./early Jan., and I was to move into the apartment they're in now. The gods only know what's going on this time.
4) I'm beginning to wonder if she wasn't just using me from the start, going back several years farther, to when she was still dating our ex-boyfriend...
5) If I wasn't already in a foul mood, 3) and 4) would have done the job.
6) Now I really have to question whether she was ever my friend to begin with.
7) If 3) and 4), by some manner of miracle, hadn't shattered my good mood that I didn't have in the first place,....
8) I need a Laharl icon for this post.
My thought at the moment:
1) I am in a very bitter mood right now, and work, ' friends' and life in general are not helping matters any
2) I probably should have realized this wouldn't work a while ago....
3) Every time plans changed, I wasn't told about it until too late. I didn't know we didn't have an apartment to move into until three days before we had to move out of her parents house (they sold it); I am now unhireable by one major international restaurant chain because I couldn't give them two weeks notice that I was leaving.
When she moved her new boyfriend into 'our' apartment, I didn't know about it until two days before I was supposed to move back in, even though she talked to me less than two weeks before, and he had apparently already been in the apartment for a month by then.
I still haven't been told about whatever is holding up plans this time: they were supposed to have moved into a new home in Oct.; rescheduled to late Dec./early Jan., and I was to move into the apartment they're in now. The gods only know what's going on this time.
4) I'm beginning to wonder if she wasn't just using me from the start, going back several years farther, to when she was still dating our ex-boyfriend...
5) If I wasn't already in a foul mood, 3) and 4) would have done the job.
6) Now I really have to question whether she was ever my friend to begin with.
7) If 3) and 4), by some manner of miracle, hadn't shattered my good mood that I didn't have in the first place,....
8) I need a Laharl icon for this post.