May 30, 2004 19:55
I told myself I would not update my journal until I had something good to say. Well, I am still unable to do so. I still have not heard from Bowling Green. So, they must have put me on a wait list. But, they do not want to tell me because I can't get them to respond to an e-mail or a phone call. I am going to report their un-professionalism to the Graduate University Admissions office. So, I am disappointed that I will not have the opportunity to paint all day. I was so much looking forward to it. My job in Westerville is still in limbo. Even if I don't lose my job it will not be a pleasant situation. It is ashame that a once excellent school district is going down the toilet. They are cutting programs that take opportunities from students who may not be successful in any other classroom. I really don't like working for a paycheck. I would love to love my job again. It isn't the kids that I am disturbed by it is the administration, school board, and other teachers, acting like kids. There aren't many opportunities for teaching positions in other districts either. Stuck. I did start selling Partylite products as a third job. I have enjoyed that! I love candles!
Like my new page setup suggests... I hope there is light in the midst of all this darkness. And can I find it? I have been in such despair for such a long time. How do I get out of this mood?