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sometimes, i wonder if i love people a little too deeply. but hey, i think it's a good quality? i honestly cannot express how much i cherish many of the friendships in my life. i think i find it easier to make friends than really keep them, so i guess that's where it comes in; me attempting to hold onto the loyal ones. i'm not a big fan of accepting the drifting apart either. but that's only because i value people in my life so much.
in the last two months, i've been to four colleges, seeing the faces of people that i love, and even seeing the faces i didn't expect to see... the time i saw danana, the time i saw alicia. i welcomed it with the utmost excitement, and that followed with talk about seeing one another again. i think that shows something. i didn't have to go up to marist and see billy's show. but throughout senior year, billy had become one of my best friends in a matter of months, i love him a lot and i don't expect to lose our friendship.
in december, i'll be driving up to clinton and i'm thrilled to see these people who effected me in only a period of a month, in one summer.
and to the ones in high school, it's not that hard to pick up the phone and call me. it'll be much easier for you to call me rather than me calling each of you.
my life feels more complete that courtney is now speaking to me again, that andrew has expressed that i'm a good thing in his life, etcetera.
i'm not about to lose bonds that were created so tightly. and i'm not about to throw people out of my life.
so please. you're not blind. you know it and i don't want to lose you. any of you.
in the last two months, i've been to four colleges, seeing the faces of people that i love, and even seeing the faces i didn't expect to see... the time i saw danana, the time i saw alicia. i welcomed it with the utmost excitement, and that followed with talk about seeing one another again. i think that shows something. i didn't have to go up to marist and see billy's show. but throughout senior year, billy had become one of my best friends in a matter of months, i love him a lot and i don't expect to lose our friendship.
in december, i'll be driving up to clinton and i'm thrilled to see these people who effected me in only a period of a month, in one summer.
and to the ones in high school, it's not that hard to pick up the phone and call me. it'll be much easier for you to call me rather than me calling each of you.
my life feels more complete that courtney is now speaking to me again, that andrew has expressed that i'm a good thing in his life, etcetera.
i'm not about to lose bonds that were created so tightly. and i'm not about to throw people out of my life.
so please. you're not blind. you know it and i don't want to lose you. any of you.