Shoot me now
Alright i hate to keep posting depressing shit, but i havn't much else to write about so brace yourselves.
A few days ago the school called my house (not a machine) to say i had missd a few days of school. well i missed the day before that, but thats it. so my mom was suppose to call and find out what was going on, but of course she hasn't. i asked her if she had to day and she blew up on me. and basically told me that she couldn't take five minute of her work time to do that.
the way it sounded was that her work matters more than i do, which i guess i should be use to, she hasn't even noticed that i cut out two meals of my day. (maybe when the next lunch bill comes shell notice) i'm never hungry anymore, just depressed, everything around me seems so confining and the only person who is worried about me is Craig, and he drives me nuts over it. i guess i feel like if i write this all down in here that it won't get to me as much, like at least someone is listening to me. but now that i have all that off my chest, i'm going to bed.
A few days ago the school called my house (not a machine) to say i had missd a few days of school. well i missed the day before that, but thats it. so my mom was suppose to call and find out what was going on, but of course she hasn't. i asked her if she had to day and she blew up on me. and basically told me that she couldn't take five minute of her work time to do that.
the way it sounded was that her work matters more than i do, which i guess i should be use to, she hasn't even noticed that i cut out two meals of my day. (maybe when the next lunch bill comes shell notice) i'm never hungry anymore, just depressed, everything around me seems so confining and the only person who is worried about me is Craig, and he drives me nuts over it. i guess i feel like if i write this all down in here that it won't get to me as much, like at least someone is listening to me. but now that i have all that off my chest, i'm going to bed.