just some stuff
Sorry for the long post.
I've been having an angry/depressed past few days. I've decided that if i ever had a theme song it would be suck my left one. I used to think it would be sugar, but i've never been a porn star, however me and sissy sure did tell daddy exactly where he could shove it. I like the song more and more now but i get so angry i just can't help but cry. I wish i had been older when everything happened so i would have known i could chop off his dick at night and never gotten in any trouble for it. Suck my left one daddy.
My mom is more concerned right now in my sister than anything else. everyone has to help abi. well thats all great and whatever but that also means that she doesn't really give a shit about me anymore. she isn't getting me a job, she doesn't care what i do or what i paint. she also guilt tripped me when i asked if i could go ahead and cut my hair again. she said she didn't give a shit that i should do what ever my conscience will let me, but i'm not sure that i have one of those. Suck my left one mommy.
should i be the bitch and just do whatever i want? give everyone a good reasone to hate me? I think that mohawks are beautiful, no one else around me seems to think so. I've always been mommys little glass doll, just perfect for her. is it weird that i want to say "i want to break my little glass face and cut her with the peices" ?
I'm starting to sound crazy now.
I've been having an angry/depressed past few days. I've decided that if i ever had a theme song it would be suck my left one. I used to think it would be sugar, but i've never been a porn star, however me and sissy sure did tell daddy exactly where he could shove it. I like the song more and more now but i get so angry i just can't help but cry. I wish i had been older when everything happened so i would have known i could chop off his dick at night and never gotten in any trouble for it. Suck my left one daddy.
My mom is more concerned right now in my sister than anything else. everyone has to help abi. well thats all great and whatever but that also means that she doesn't really give a shit about me anymore. she isn't getting me a job, she doesn't care what i do or what i paint. she also guilt tripped me when i asked if i could go ahead and cut my hair again. she said she didn't give a shit that i should do what ever my conscience will let me, but i'm not sure that i have one of those. Suck my left one mommy.
should i be the bitch and just do whatever i want? give everyone a good reasone to hate me? I think that mohawks are beautiful, no one else around me seems to think so. I've always been mommys little glass doll, just perfect for her. is it weird that i want to say "i want to break my little glass face and cut her with the peices" ?
I'm starting to sound crazy now.