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[artskoolmajoret]

I cried for you last night...

My whole body ached
I tried to cry myself to sleep
You didn't let me
You surrounded me
Choking me in our memories
Putting thoughts in my head
Good thoughts and bad
Thoughts of you and another
Reality and fantasy
Making me feel the guilt

I'm trying to make you a better person
Trying not to hold you back
Hold you back and then let you down
For our destinies are not set to match right now
Perhaps in the future
Maybe it can be 'our' future

I cried for you last night...

I can only hope your handling this better then I am